My Sissy

My sissy.......  where do I even begin.  I love her SO much!  She has ALWAYS  been here for me for as long as I can ever remember.  We have so many memories together...  she always took me along with her when I was little and throughout my whole life.  She is CRAZY FUN!  She makes every situation, no matter how bad it is, better.  She will just do something outrageous and crazy and it takes your mind off of everything.  We know each other better than anyone and always no what the other is thinking.  She is like my second mom.  I think a lot of that has to do with the fact that she is SO much like her (my momma) ....  I've just really realized it lately but she has all of the same qualities that my mom had.  She is a good christian example, she will do anything for you, she's always the one you want when you are upset, and she puts others before herself.  WOW, what a compliment to know that you are so much like our PERFECT mom!!!  If I am sad and missing momma, I just want Jacquie....  we are strong for each other when the other one isn't, we balance each other out.  Our biggest bond is that is was her and i that took care of our mom.  It was always us.  Mom knew that she didn't have to worry about things because Jacquie and I had it covered.  I can't think of a bigger situation for two people to go thru together.  We are so blessed to have gotten to do that. (thank you JESUS)  She is an AMAZING caregiver and I have always felt that that may be her purpose in life.  God uses her on a daily basis.  OK, well I am done rambling for now but I just want my BEAUTIFUL sissy to know how much I love her and I appreciate everything you do for me!!!!

Love, Mini Me

Perfect

When I think about my mom, the first word that pops into my head is "PERFECT".  Now I know that nobody is "perfect" but honestly she was the closest thing to perfect that I can think of, besides Jesus of course.  When she died a big part of me went with her.  She was EVERYTHING to me.  She still is.  She is my first thought in the morning and my last before I fall asleep at night.  I miss so many things about her.  She would always make me feel better no matter what was happening in my life.  All I had to do is see her and everything was ok again.  She was the most selfliss person I have ever known...  She always put everyone else before herself.  I actually have a lot of guilt about that.  Even on her death bed, she showed no fear. I was bawling and asked her if she would hold me and, from her bed she just rubbed my head and told me that she was going to be alright. Even tho things were so bad, I still didn't believe that she was going to die.  I could never except it and wouldn't alow my mind to go there.  I just couldn't.  My life has truly turned upside down since she has been gone but the Good Lord is seeing me thru!  I just hold on the the fact that I WILL get to see her again and be with her FOREVER!  It is truly amazing how one person can have such and impact on your life.  She was truly sent from God to be the best mom in the world and she fullfilled her duty.  This is why I know that when she got to Heaven she heard the words :  "Well Done my Good and Faithful Servant".

I LOVE YOU MOMMA!